it seems that everyone has been rather 'off ' these few days.

perhaps one could blame the weather, or possibly account one's lack of sleep as being the primal cause of this uneasy and unsettling feeling. but i dunno... i for one, certainly feel this way- lathargic and irritable.
i've also become rather subdued of late. sure, the overload of work on top of such a hectic and suffocating schedule is manageable (though barely), but i honestly cannot remember when i last did nothing but stone and chat with my friends during my breaks. now, all i can think of doing, and all that i want to do, and all that i actually do, is STUDY.
gosh. its only the beginning of the year. i dunno how i'll keep up the momentum.
the only consolation of me having somewhat of a social life is me messaging him and occassionaly talking to him over the phone. seriously, if one does check my phone... one would only find messages from him, my parents, my bro and his fiancee, indra, my coaches, and my soccer mates. i don't even talk to my best friend anymore.

BEST FRIEND!!!!! if you're reading this. I MISS YOU. haha.

i'm resigned to the fact that my life is mundane and highly routine. oh well. the only change is that instead of training i watch my team mates train. so exciting right?! WRONG.

sigh. everyone's injured these days. it's like a trend in sa. knee guards are like the in thing... ankle injuries are so passe. ha. guess im a trendsetter... seeing as how i had my injury since like, last year. time to start a new trend. i should start the no-injury-damn-bloddy-fit trend. YES YES. i think i should.

shall work towards achieving that goal.

blah. o level results will be out tmr. all the best everyone.
jo and sherlyn. i really really really hope you make it to sa. I LOVE YOU BOTH. good luck :)

we can only do so much to make things happen. the rest lies in god's hands...